Missing You

Thanks for dropping by
Please dont say goodbye
Would you just stay?
Be with me the whole day.

Every minute with you
I don't want to let go
I'll make every second count
I'll put everything into account

I wish that time runs slowly
I dont want this day to end so swiftly
Cause I'll be missing you if you would leave
Every thought of you I would save

No words can properly describe you
Even the best words might not define you
Even if I might ran out of words to say
I promise that I wont leave you astray

You are the one that makes me happy
Moments with you gives me energy
Seasons might change and the storm keeps falling
Yet I'll still be there for you even if time starts fading.







Hahaha. Last line. Lol.
Intindiha lang mayu.
Hahahaha.
:P

Stress Week

Dont know why but I easily get tired

Ambot. Kng ngaa.

Waay pa ko sa mood sini nga week.

Kapoy pa.

Wahahaha.

Lolz.

Waay lang.

Strenght

We started out as strangers
Even while we were still younger
I never knew that you existed
Persons I knew are only limited

During the day when both our paths meet,
It was a day I would never regret
Days became livelier
Even cold nights became happier

Musics you gave to me each day
I would love to hear it until the end of the day
With your sweet siren voice
I always repeat it though I have a lot of choice

We always talked to each other
And my life was filled with happiness and laughter
You told me to smile even if I'm not in the mood
Just a word from you and everything feels good

If I wont talk to you,
I'll surely miss you
Even if its just an hour since we last talked,
"How are you" is surely what I will ask

Although this time we might not talk that much
I know that we wont go out of touch
Thank you might not be enough for the things that you do
But I promise you one thing, I'll be there for you too.

*All rights reserved*
Strenght da.
:P

Undecided

People say that I should get older
Choose the path that makes me stronger
But as I try to find someone new
My heart wants to stay to the one that's true

Life without you seems so lonely
But I need to escape this fantasy
I need to go on with my life now
But I dont know when or how

Holding you, I wish forever
But your hands slowly slip through my finger
Every now and then I think of you
But I told my mind, you need to move on too

My heart that is crying and crippled inside
It slowly healed because I tried
Erase all the bitterness you feel
Thats not the only problem you need to deal

Thank you for the memories
Its the end of your chapter in my story
Leave the past about you
It's time to start something new

God might have someone for me
My faith in him is stronger than it used to be
Even though it would take me forever to meet
That special someone that's so sweet

Someone who would be there for me
And even if it takes me million of mountain to see
And the 7 oceans and the deep blue sea
I'd still know that, someone's waiting for me

*All right reserved*
Hahaha..

Untitled

From the moment I laid my eyes on you
I realized that my dreams might come true
All my life I have waited for you to come
Never wondered where you might come from

I never knew what true happiness was
But with you, I was in love so fast
You taught me what true love is,
I knew all of it from the moment we meet

All day I thought my life was wrong
You came into my life and help me grow strong
My life was full of pain
I never imagined that I could love again

I would love to hold your hand each day
So you could stay with me and never go away
All the pains that are left in your heart
Wish I could have them and tear it apart

Each day with you I wish would last forever
I knew that I would never love another
I promise to do my best
Do the things that you suggest

I would love you in any way
I wont grow tired even if I do it every day
If I were to choose to live or to love you
I would use my last day to tell you that I love you


*All right reserved*
Lol. :P

Different Day

I never thought I'd feel this way
All I ever wanted is for you to stay
You brought me back my life
You made me feel alive

Since the day you arrive
The way I look at my life became so positive
Before I always feel down
This time, I cant even manage to frown

I always see to it everyday
That I could talk to you until the end of day
Even though you are so far away,
I wish you the best even during I pray

I find it hard to believe,
That you still agree with me even if I misbehave
Even at times when I feel so confused,
You make me laugh and my problems were erased.

My life was messed up before you came
You told me that life was not to blame
Problems and suffering may come everyday
But times with you makes it all go away

I'll keep someone like you in my heart
Even if the world seems to fall apart
I would trade everything for you to stay
Gold and Silver don't bring happiness all the way

You as my friend I will cherish
Even if all my riches would diminish
Before this night would end like it used to be
I would like to thank you for appreciating the real me.

:P

*All right reserved*
-Chan†i™

Goodbye Again

The winds are blowing
The clouds are crying
I heard them whisper to me
What did I ever see?

I noticed an elegant lady
Handing to me a sweet candy
I received it without hesitation
But she disappeared without my attention

How i wish to see her again
Because every thought of her remains
I may have seen her somewhere
But my mind was confused to remember where

A lot of years have passed
And every minute of my life may last
I lost every bit of hope I got
But every memory of her I cant forget

Then, a tear dropped in my face
As I kept thinking without a trace
Now I remember who she was
A friend who was for years lost

Then someone pat on my back
I regained back all the senses I lack
She handed me a candy and asked
"Why are you cring again? 5 years have already passed.."

Passerby

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Don't be afraid
If my love would fade
Coz that would never happen
You are my fine maiden

If the world will break us apart
I'll give you my heart
You'll be the only one for me
Even if the weather is so stormy

I'll never leave your side
And I'll make you my bride
Never doubt ny feelings for you
You are stuck in me like a tattoo

But as time passes by
This feeling suddenly dies
All I told you were lies
I let go of you like a passerby

Unscipted

People always ask me why
I never make a girl mine and try
But I gave them reasons which were alibis
They believed me and I would give a sigh

I would never repeat what I have done
To a girl whom my love I never shown
I may have never asked why
But I think I made her cry

I was so selfish back then
Where me, myself and I always happen
All I did before was according to my script
Something stupid that I hate to admit

All the girls I love before
Were passersby and nothing more
Now I start to begin a new chapter
A new life to begin with I prefer

Since I saw the light that would make me change
And I love to look at her in every range
I would never consider her as a passerby
Because I want to be with her until I die...

Hopeless

We started out as friends
Someone I could depend
When I feel down
You take away my frown

But those were now memories
That I love to reminisce
Now, I just wait for your call
But is it worth it at all?

When you were gone
I feel so alone
I am just a hopeless romantic
Living in a world so chaotic

But your happiness is my priority
This love is just an abnormality
All the time I want to be strong
But my loneliness continues to prolong

I cant continue life without you
But do you feel the same way too?
I wish this was just a dream
That will flow just like a stream

Friday the 13th-Not so Unlucky

I attended my class at 2 Pm. First I thought our class would be from 2-5:30 pm. Then, I realized, it would only be from 2-4 pm. Somehow, some stress was gone. Tsk. Can't afford to listen for 3 hours and 30 minutes straight listening to the boring lectures given to us. Plus, during our class, I would just do things that would entertain me.

My next class would be from 5:40-6:40. Tsk. Why should I take this subject anyway? I won't be a tax collector when I grow up. Just Kidding. So, during the free time from 4-5:40, we went to E-motion, that's an internet station across the street. I wonder how a Gaming Station come too close to a school. But anyway, when we got in, there were loads of people playing there. Seems like we can't get a spot. There were 3 of us that went there by the way. Alas, we finally found a spot. But it was already 4:30. So we planned to defeat the enemy fast before our time runs out. First game, it was about 10 mins. when our enemy suddenly quits. Tsk. That's what I really hate when I'm playing against someone I don't know. They always quit when we salvage them neatly. Haha. We never, even once finished playing. So, we just play some crappy Game. It's called Pudge Wars. It's 2 agains 1. I'm the only one against 2 of my classmates. It was hopeless. I lose. Hahaha.

When we logged out and went to our respective classroom, our teacher wasn't still there. So, we waited outside until he finally arrived. What would you expect, he was always late even though he told us to come earlier. After his lectures, we go home. As we were waiting for a nice jeepney. We are so picky of our jeepneys. Sorry you familiar CPU Red jeep with the same style, we don't ride at you. We never dare. You might know what jeepney I am talking about. As we were waiting, we saw this girl at the jeepney. It was one of my classmates crushes. But she didn't wear her eye glass at that time that's why my friend didn't notice her. He kept on telling us that it isn't her. He told us if we want to bet. Tsk. We told him yes. He Backed out. In the end, it was really her. Ha ha. Could have bet Millions and earn millions. :P

After I arrive at home, it was now my time to finish my Resident Evil 3 game. Yeah, it is an old game, so what? I just missed playing with it. Tsk. After 3 hours and 42 mins, I finished it. Not really that good. Finishing it at that time is worse. If you have played the game. Now, I received a text from someone I like. Hahaha. Not from our school by the way. All her messages where funny. Gives me Nosebleed. Then, while I was surfing the net, my Yahoo Messenger suddenly told me that _________ has sent you a message. I wasn't expecting that. After almost 6 months of not talking to each other, she sent me a message. Haha. She's my friend. But we haven't talked lately. And she's the, ehem., almost girlfriend of my friend. She isn't really his GF. BUt almost. hahaha. then she said goodnight. I said Sweet dreams. I ain't sleeping yet. I don't even feel sleepy yet. That is why I wrote some blog to pass the time. But I guess I need to sleep now. Classes at Eight tomorrow. But I would still be late anyway. Haha.. =)

2 AM

It's 2 AM in the morning and I haven't slept at the afternoon.
When I look outside, all I see is the big bright moon.
I wonder why I can't sleep today.
I have been very busy the whole day.
When I close my eyes, all I think are point blank.
I wish I could sleep, but all my efforts were just a blink.
Even though I have exams tomorrow at ten,
I didn't study because I now it would still be forgotten.

I listen to the music,
The sound of the speaker ain't that terrific.
But who cares?
I love the song and it's something I like to share.
It somewhat reminded me of the past.
Even though I know that it would easily last.
It was a girl from before,
Whom I always thought was someone more.

I won't tell the title of the song,
But it was a song that made me strong.
Now the song became Now and Forever.
It was sung by Air Supply if ever you wonder.
I'm a huge fan of the band.
Listening to their song the whole day I can withstand.
Now and Forever, remember the words from my heart will always be true
Now and Forever, together and all that I feel, is my love for you.

Well that was one of my favorite lines.
Although its true meaning, I cant define.
When will my insomnia ever end?
I wish I could just close my eyes and pretend.
But it is so hard to achieve.
If I could sleep, I would be relieved.
I hope I could rest for a while,
So that tomorrow, I'll be ready to walk another mile. :)